The Question

“what do you like most from him? I want to know him as a man who touch your heart romantically, not your brain only”

The simple question yet became not simple since I need more (and more) time to find the answer. After few minutes and as I write this, that question remains unanswered.

Now, that became difficult question!

What do I like most from him?

What makes me cry when I think there is (maybe) no hope for he and I, for that word “us”?

What causes that “cold” feeling in my heart when I think he might has another “special” one?

What causes that “hurt” feeling when I think I might not as special as he is to me?

What causes me sleepless that night when I decided to send the email to him?

What makes me pray for him for the past two years?

What makes me keep him in my dream for the past 2 years?

When you think and think and get no “good enough” answer, does it mean you are not really in love with that person?

I tried to ask my self different questions: what makes me happy about him? when I am with him, when I get his email, his message, his phone call, when I do anything with and for him?

I got no answer but one word “love”…

Is it enough?

Or just too naive?

After all, when you love someone, is it really necessary to have a reason for that?