Still

Something has changed.

I feel it but do not know how to explain it.

I have been praying and I know God hears and He understand.

All the while He hears me.

After all, He knows my heart, He reads my mind.

I have been asking Him to change my heart.

So, is it the answer?

When I feel that it is not the same anymore.

Something has changed.

However, another “thing” still disturb me every time I get contact with anything related to him.

But, no more that strong feeling.

Do I miss it?

Sigh…

After all, deep down in my heart,

still…. I keep that hope, that dream…

Still the same…

Same like 2 years ago…

Still the same…