so much for my sad story :'-(

i am soooooooo very sad these days!
i cry a lot... A LOT..!!!
then i wondering to realize that i have so many many stock of tears...
my heart is soooo heavy...

this morning i woke up with bad headache... because yesterday morning i cried...sobbed...

and last night also.
every time i start to pray, i cry!!
even now, right now, i cry as i am writing...

i was trying not to feel for some times but i can't do that anymore in the past three days.

i can't pray asking God to pass this pain over me, because maybe it's part of the process.
but, i am sooooo sad!

so much for my sad story!
i'm dying..... :'-(