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Tuesday, March 22, 2011

... and she lives happily ever after…

“If your life was a story, what would be the title? What is the title of the chapter you are currently living?”

I recently finished a bestselling novel. It was over 1,000 pages, epic in size and story, and consumed me for weeks. A respected acquaintance recommended it, and once committed, I stuck with it to the end ... in spite of wanting to quit, often.
By the end of the first chapter, I realized it wasn't going to be an easy read. The story was set in the middle ages, with uncomfortably real sections. Perhaps I'm a bit sheltered, but it seemed to contain unnecessarily graphic descriptions. Skimming over the uncomfortable spots, I kept reading.
The book ended well, but there were times when I was ready to close the cover, and move on to something happier. The antagonists were just too mean. The plot too painful. The abuse, greed and vindictiveness too ugly to dwell on.

If that book ended badly, I would have been disgruntled at spending weeks of my life on it. On the other hand, I would have been frustrated to quit before finishing. Here's why.
If I had quit reading at page 245, the story would have seemed hopeless. I might have thought the villains won, or the hero and heroine never reconnected. If I had read a bit further, to say page 576, the story would have ended with justice as an impossible dream, and hatred and revenge as unavoidable and all-consuming parts of life.
But now, after reading the book in its entirety, I can see the amazing story. The plot progressed steadily; there was tension, conflict and eventually resolution. Good did triumph, although not without many bumps along the way.

It got me thinking that our lives are a bit like that. For those of us who have accepted Christ, we will have a happy ending in heaven with God. One way or another, our story will end well. But not every page or chapter in our story is happy.

Today might be page 452 for me. And on page 452 there is conflict and tension. Last year might have been chapter nine. And in chapter nine, the protagonists struggle financially, and wonder why God allowed such pain into their lives. If I only read one page or chapter, I would have a very different view of the story.

Yet the Author of my story has a purpose for every page and chapter in my life. He's got a story in mind and is building and developing the plot every day. No story is conflict-free. No story is complete without a challenge. Victory is empty without a struggle.

Today, I'm considering my life as a grand story. Good will triumph. The victory will be sweeter because of the struggle. Today is not the story. It's just page 452. So I will press on, trusting in a loving and creative Author to bring about resolution. You see, I already know the ending - she lives happily ever after.

“Dear Lord, I praise You for Your creative and all-powerful nature. In light of the difficulties I'm facing today, I choose to trust You, believing You are writing an epic story in my life. Help me to press on when I want to give up. In Jesus' Name, Amen.”
"... your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me  were written in your book before one of them came to be." Psalm 139:1(NIV) 


Quoted from: Glynnis Whitwer for proverb31 ministry, 2011

Just... Thankful

(from November 25, 2010)


It was just another ordinary Thursday afternoon, just like every other Thursday when we meet together to learn the Words of God. It was just four of us as some friends could not joint us. This afternoon we were supposed to continue learning about Nehemiah. This section has been delaying for about a month now.

However, when we were about to start, a friend said with joy “hey, my prayer has been answered!” Then she started sharing…and followed with other stories. Then we realized that all stories were about God’s answers to our prayers.

About a friend’s prayer for God’s provision to her daughter who will continue her study…
About our prayer for God’s blessing to the women’s retreat which has been held last week…
About our prayer for God’s provision to baby Natasha, who will undergo the major operation due to her heart defect next week…
About a dream came true for another friend…
All stories blessed each one of us. We were overflowing with joy. Speechless in awe, to once again see and feel the great love of God to us.

God answered all those prayers even better than what we asked. His answers are always bigger, wiser and nicer than our prayers. We always know about it. But time and time again God let us to refresh our mind and heart with this “nice gift.”

“Before I went to the retreat last week, I remember our friend told us in one Thursday afternoon ‘I am working for God and He is my Big boss. So, He will be responsible for my life’ that day I remembered it and made it as my prayer. I knew He will do something. And He did!”

“Before God brought my dream to alive, I had been in some difficult situation. There was in the midst of it, God gave me this nice gift…How wonderful!”

“I am wondering to see how fast God answers our prayers… Incredible!”

“He is so good and always good to us… praise the Lord!”

Those are the statements from us this afternoon, about how Great our God is.

This afternoon, we understood the Holy Spirit just wanted us to share, remember His lovingkindness, His faithfulness and be thankful for the great things He has done. So, this time we put aside our lesson about Nehemiah, we will learn about it later in the next meeting. This time, we prayed… just prayed, gave thanks to Him…

Later after the meeting, I just realized that today is thanksgiving day… we have no party here but we just lifted up our thankful heart in our thankful prayer in this small office, and we overflowed with joy!

God is so good…all the time!