Scheherazade

I am mess.

You are mess.

But you do not mess up with me!

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How come people love and mad at the same person at the same time?

Or it is possible?

I just feel so sorry for you, dear…

With all you have been through, with all religious things you have learned… when do you start to help yourself and help the people around you as well…the people who love you and care about you?

I do feel so sorry for you.

With my hurting heart, I am facing this pain with hope that things get better soon.

For me and if you want, for you too.

I wish there is an easier way.

But at times, the best way to learn is through the most painful way.

I do not hate you.

But I do hate what you did and are doing.

In the story tale, when she has no more story to tell, the King spares her life and live happily ever after with her.

In the real life, I still have many stories that I wish I could tell you. But I choose to walk away and wish you all the best, if you only want to.

The End.

Scheherazade

The Life Goes On

but the life goes on…

April 2013

I have never expected to have some farewells in just four months in 2013. But it happened.

Those who left (and will leave soon) are the dear ones for me. Those people whom I call best friend. Who knew my ups and downs.

It is hard…as it is

But after few days, you realized, the life still goes on and you have to go along with it. Soon other people will come to your life and you may or may not be happy for that. Either one, it is all blessing. Because whoever come crossing your path, bring along their stories that make your story complete, with smile or tears.

There will come a day when you remember those people in your old days and smile…”I have been there”

and the life goes on…

The Story

The Story - August 2010

Read those emails again, for like hundreds time now and still need to fight my tears.
Wondering why sometimes the story leads our life to the unexpected twist.

and our world still goes on...
that story is not over yet...
the question is still there...

wish I could ask the Writer of this story, why You make this uneasy?


January 30, 2013

4 years

January 2009
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and now, the story has not ended yet.

4 years...