10 days in January

January 3… 

I met him again for the first time after a year. 

A year with a roller coaster, a year when I decided to stop that roller coaster.

Silent…. long.

Then those days in 10 days…

I thought I am strong enough.

Then I realized, it’s much more easy to enjoy it then to fight it.

Then those particular two days.

Special.

Then I know… I still love him!

Now, 13 days later…

I miss him (again)

Few days in January

Still not sure about this...

Not sure...

But I do pray... I have been praying...

So, I just need to trust God... 

to take care of my heart...

to control everything...

to do it His way...

Still not sure about this... but I do pray, so I just need to trust!

and....let go and move on...