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...wooden beach house...light jazz music...chocolate...apple... coffee...traveling...sea...ocean...dolphin...wild flower...hanging out with friends...not-a-morning-person...people-person...cape town...balikpapan...reading...writing...the sound of music...life is beautiful...radiant smile :-)

Thursday, May 21, 2015

20 Years



Twenty years later…

and twenty years later, that shocking news came.
As all the memories flowing, rushing and flashing, the deep understanding hit me.
That’s it!
Shaking the ground where I have been standing long.
Lord, now I know.
Thank You!

So… at times we peek across the fence into each other's yards and we wonder.
We see lush green grass and we are too far away to notice the weeds, or the water bill…
Sometimes greener grass is just rye grass; green for a season, then gone.
I love my own green grass and forever grateful for it.


…twenty years later

May 2015

Monday, September 8, 2014

The Thing i Never Had

September 09,2014




It is strange, 
that the heart can feel the pain of loosing 
without even have it before. 

Grieving about loosing the thing I never had.